Hey sweetie, it's mommy... I hope you can hear these words that I'm thinkin while I'm writing them. I wish so bad that I could be getting ready to throw you a big birthday party with all the family, like we used to. I miss you so so so much, Sarah. The flowers under your tree are starting to come up, I know that would make you smile. I keep trying to imagine what you would be like now. I just wish I could stop crying.............. I can still hear you singing and giggling when I close my eyes. I don't ever want to forget your sweet little voice. I was talking to daddy about you yesterday and I realized that I keep saying I feel sad, but it's more than that. It's an actual pain that I feel inside and not just in my heart. It's all over, every inch of me misses you and it hurts. I want to wrap you up in my arms and swing you around and kiss you all over your face and make you giggle like crazy again. I want you to hug my neck soooo tight and say, "Mommy, I love you". Daddy is missin you real bad, too and so are your sisters and brothers. I'm glad that you are in a happy place and aren't having to feel our sorrow. We just all love you so much. I know that Emma will love you too. We will tell her all about you and show her all of your pictures when she's old enough. You have a really good time at your birthday party today and sing really loud. I want to hear you! It's been a while since you visited my dreams, so I'm trying to be patient, but I could sure use a big hug from you. I love you and miss you terribly. Happy birthday honey................... XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Happy Birthday, little Angel. I can imagine your giggles as your approaches. Send a little Angel dust down to your mommy to let her know you are right here for her as she loves and misses you with every beat of her heart. Happy Birthday, little Sarah-bear. You truely are an Angel.
THinking of you / Helen Vickers (passerby)
Just a not to let you know how much I appreciate your kind words. You know how I hurt and that is what we are all about, helping each other. Please know that you are in my prayers and that I appreciate all of your prayers for me and my family. I will write again soon. I am a Register Nurse and I work in Labor and Delivery in a hospital in Danville Ky. I work night shift and I work tonight. I will email you often because I love to read letters from people, well I mean I like to get mail that are not fwds. if you know what I mean. Until later. Helen Vickers a angel mom Please send me your email address again. I tried to send you an email and it come back to me. Until Later Helen Close
Another mom of an angel / Helen Vickers (passerby)
My name is Helen Vickers, I am Shadrick Vickers mom. My daughter Sarah told me of your angel and I just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry for your loss. I looked at your site and found that bereaved parents wish list and Oh what a blessing. I love to talk of my son Shad and I know that people probably wish that I would not do it so much but I am like you it makes me feel so much closer to him to speak his name. I feel so blessed to have had my son for 28 years but I know that lossing a child at 2 years or 28 years it is the deepest loss and hurt that you can have. I am so proud that your daughter has come back to the lord please share my Shad's story with her and maybe it will make he know that God is with her always and that there will be times when she is weak but that there is a stronger thing now in her life and that she can beat it. Please know that we are both hurting and if ever I can be there for you and you for me, that is great. God bless you and your family. Helen Vickers Close
I'm so sorry / Sarah Ousley (passerby)
I don't even know what to say. I sat here and read Sarah Faith's page and my heart is absolutley BROKEN for you and your family and for Sarah's brothers and sisters. :( I have a 2 yr. old little girl, Sydney...and as I read your story I imagined myself in the situation and I couldn't hardly read it.
We also celebrate my brothers angel days with a balloon release. It's a beautiful way to remember all the wonderful times we had with him. When reading stories like Sarah Faith's, I realize how blessed I was to have my brother for so long. Even if it wasn't long enough for me...my mind and my heart is flooded with so many wonderful memories and that it a blessing to me.
Thank you for stopping my my brothers page and even more, thank you for sharing your story with me.
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God Bless you and your family.Matt's Mom 
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