Never Stop Missin You!!!! / MemaKatherine (grandma)
My Darlin SarahFaith, Babygirl, SarahBear...
More than 10 months, but seems so much longer, since I last touched your soft skin, your hair, your feet and hands, kissed you and sang your songs to you................and told you goodbye.
I don't come to your website as often, sweetheart, not cause I miss you any less or love you any less, but because the pain is too big when I come here, anymore.
I sit here now with my shirt covered in tears and more still roll down my face and blur my vision as I strive to write these words.
I tell your story almost everyday, of how you love Jesus and taught me to Say To The Lord "I Love You"...the greatest gift of all the you gave me was to teach me how to "LOVE" my Lord......and among the greatest gifts the Lord gave me, He gave me YOU. What an awesome privilage to be a grandma...and to be your MemaKatherine was such a joy, such a treat, such a blessing I will be always and forever so very thankful for.
I didn't love you more.. nor love any of my other grandchildren any less....I just didn't have enough time, missed so much that can never be recaptured. Time is so precious, we get busy and take it for grated. Never giving a thought to it's value. And, as much as I cherished every moment with you, watching you, singing with you, enjoying you and enjoying watching all your family and others enjoy you......I would have paid more attention, hugged you more, kissed you more, looked at your face more, and told you how much Mema Loves You more.
Nobody warned us. There just was no clue. One minute you're playing and sassy .....and then...........how can this be? You are gone and yet, darlin....you are still here with me. You are here in my heart and I feel you around me, ...as we all do! Your presence was so vital and energized that we do all still feel you. And, yes, we get your signs and little gifts. Thank Jesus for lettin you send em!
We cherish the pennies, the toys that play out of the blue, the dragon flies and lady bugs and even a frog, too!
We know you are near us, and for that we are glad, but we miss all of your darlin ways, and that makes us sad.
I guess what I really needed to say, is I still long for you darlin, in every way!
I am living for Jesus, and I know that one day, we'll be together in Heaven, there forever we'll stay!
Till then, I will miss you, I will grieve till I die, and sometimes, I can't help it, I just cry and cry.
So, Sweetie, could you do your ol' Mema a favor, send me your smile, & a hug maybe, too. Come sit on my lap, lay your head on my shoulder, and sing me your song, oh so sweet. And, know that I love you and miss you so, darlin!
Come bring some comfort not only to me...but to PapaRon, too, and Mommy&Daddy, brothers and Sisters and GrammyKaren, PapaJohnny...and all us who just miss you so much, babygirl!
Come visit us in our dreams soon.............ok?
I LOVE YOU
SARAH
FAITH!!!!!!!
Forever and Always Your Devoted,
MemaKatherine
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